L O V E

"Seriously i need LOVE!"

I may seems to be talking nonsense but who really understand what kind of situation i am in now? If you don't, than just shut up and read on if not shoo. As usual, don't bother leaving comments for my ranting entry. I'll just rant and get over it soon, i guess!

I'm Not EMOING or getting emotions breakdown hor! That's too negative for me now. I'll still rant and rant but am not facing it with my grumpyness hoping someone to pity me and offer me some fake concern. That's too cheap! Ya right! I only got to realise it now.. But still not too late (:

School tests sucks! History lessons suck! Brother vincent sucks! Wallet sucks! My feelings suck! Waking up early sucks! Not able to talk to you suck! Flickle minded sucks! etc... When all this start falling out of place, Sophia's attitude sucks too..

I've been ranting to various people i want a Boy.f ! So that he can love me more than i love myself ? Shitty crap!

Have been thinking what it really mean when it invovle LOVE(relationship wise). A real one!

Well. It is more than just having someone to cuddle, someone to share with, someone to have dinner with, someone to sms you sweet lovely msg, someone who do not mind talking to you all day long till the phone line burst, someone who can hold you across the road safely, someone who you can hook your arm to when you're walking to feel warm and comfy, someone who can kiss you goodnight and goodbyw at your doorstep when he send you home, someone who do not mind your 24 hours sms/phone calls,etc...

It is an COMMITMENT to one another! Not those outwardly stuff but thoes very super duper important INWARDLY personality, heart, soul, mind! Not one party but TWO! Not forcefully but willingly to be commited! It's for lifetime, not only for now! etc..

(I feel like a love professor) O.o

I wanna go to the place; but i don't know where.
I wanna meet the special someone; but i don't know who.

Dear God, Who will my special someone be? Who will be my Prince and make me his princess?How long more will it takes? I'm impatience but still i'll wait! God's plan rule.

P/S : Pls don't make me found interest in you! I wouldn't know how to control myself.. and i'm serious..

It's midnight!

I always love taking photos with him okk? He makes me look pretty! (: Share some of your super power with me too nehs.. Ha` Ain't he looked so cute in specs? At least i find it very cute, jona-than.. Loves(:

Hello everybody! She's my eating buddy.

SAKAE!! Huiling's 16th birthday. The last july girl in Fnine(: Hope you did enjoy yourself in your "gentle lady" day uh! Ha` You're really fabulous my dear girl. Kepp on jiayou-ing okk? I'm always walking with you whenever you need me!

Well. Sakae sushi dipproved ): It taste like what Andrew said, "Cheapskate". O.o I didnt ate as much as i think i would have, but nvm, I still enjoy the day out with them! Having a eating buddy rules my socks(:

Yenling's love <3

Mummy called in the middle of my sakae meal and asked if i want a Motorola phone. Her workmate just bought one but dunno how on earth that phone operate. So decided to sell to my mum(: and guess what? Mummy thinks of me!! So i went over to her workplace and see how the phone looks that mum's friend dunno how to use it. How cute she is.

I said yes to the phone not because i like the design, but because i feel so bad using Sam's spare phone for so long. Sorry and ty Sam. An awesome friend too!

And so now i'm using motorola Z8. Trying to fall in love with it. It's not that bad after all.

I'm blessed to have mummy! She loves me and so do i !!!