L O V E

"Seriously i need LOVE!"

I may seems to be talking nonsense but who really understand what kind of situation i am in now? If you don't, than just shut up and read on if not shoo. As usual, don't bother leaving comments for my ranting entry. I'll just rant and get over it soon, i guess!

I'm Not EMOING or getting emotions breakdown hor! That's too negative for me now. I'll still rant and rant but am not facing it with my grumpyness hoping someone to pity me and offer me some fake concern. That's too cheap! Ya right! I only got to realise it now.. But still not too late (:

School tests sucks! History lessons suck! Brother vincent sucks! Wallet sucks! My feelings suck! Waking up early sucks! Not able to talk to you suck! Flickle minded sucks! etc... When all this start falling out of place, Sophia's attitude sucks too..

I've been ranting to various people i want a Boy.f ! So that he can love me more than i love myself ? Shitty crap!

Have been thinking what it really mean when it invovle LOVE(relationship wise). A real one!

Well. It is more than just having someone to cuddle, someone to share with, someone to have dinner with, someone to sms you sweet lovely msg, someone who do not mind talking to you all day long till the phone line burst, someone who can hold you across the road safely, someone who you can hook your arm to when you're walking to feel warm and comfy, someone who can kiss you goodnight and goodbyw at your doorstep when he send you home, someone who do not mind your 24 hours sms/phone calls,etc...

It is an COMMITMENT to one another! Not those outwardly stuff but thoes very super duper important INWARDLY personality, heart, soul, mind! Not one party but TWO! Not forcefully but willingly to be commited! It's for lifetime, not only for now! etc..

(I feel like a love professor) O.o

I wanna go to the place; but i don't know where.
I wanna meet the special someone; but i don't know who.

Dear God, Who will my special someone be? Who will be my Prince and make me his princess?How long more will it takes? I'm impatience but still i'll wait! God's plan rule.

P/S : Pls don't make me found interest in you! I wouldn't know how to control myself.. and i'm serious..