不够勇敢

Not being able to boost up my courage to ask for a photo together, i have to wait for 2 yrs later.

Is he really waiting for me to ask?
Have he seen the message i wrote in the card?
He knows i'm not that daring in this?
Why didnt he ask instead?
Scare i will think too much?
Did he realise i'm the only one who didnt have a photo with him?
Did he know how many times i have rehearsed "Can i have a photo with you ^^ ?" to myself?
Did he know how much i'm thinking but time just played a trick on us?
Did he realise the moment he waved goodbye while alighting, i felt so undescribeable in my heart?

Ok. I'm sorry for thinking so much. When i know and i know i shouldnt.

Just wanna say, have a safe and awesome two yrs in NS! Believe it's gonna be so good for you! You can do it! Gonna be the best army guy in our cg, in our zone. Gonna be so proud of all the acheivements you're gonna get. Keeping you in my prayers always! Take good care!





2006 Christmas