Parts & Puzzles of life


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I hope i really know what i want and what is good and right for me. Walking in the dark, i will only end up no where. But what bother me much is i don't know what is going on?

I thought it's impossible for me to develop such feelings for A and it's just me thinking too much, but indeed i miss her. & If you ask me what about E, he's still in my heart and it'd always be. So now it's E or A? I miss A and at the same time i miss E.

I always wanna throw E outta my mind but it'd always failed. Whenever i see him, that strange yet amazing feelings came. No matter how angry i am with him, just he himself, he don;t even had the need to do anything, all my angryness will be flushed away. Just so magical. You can say i'd been thinking too much. But it indeed happened and for the past almost 2 yrs it'd always been like that. Like ytd, he shouted at me when it's not even me at fault and i felt so like punching him! But after a while i even worried that he'll get no seats or whatsoever. How stupid can i get? I still like him so much despite all he's "no reaction at all" action. Blah~

A? If you believe in love at first sight? I'm told, perhaps she's different from me and that's why i'm so drawn to her. Because it's part of growing up and i'm exposed to this "new thingy" and my this reaction is normal. It'll just be temporary after which it'll be but to normal. Will i can't bear to let go of this feeling? I'm ask in my store today by sharz that i like A uh. If the same question is on E, i'll definitly say YES!(: But i was stuned by it before answering a "i also not sure"! What a laugh!

Unknown said that i gotta do something before it got worst. But unknown, you know that i won't know what to do unless you tell me or give me specific advise yea? By faith i guess you are ..... (: Thanks anyway.

Yen's always love! She always accepts me for who i am! & she'll always be the special one in reacting to all my prob, no doubt! Heh. Not scare i'll fall in love with you uh? haha! Even encourage me to carry on with A! Haha. You're tired of me talking abt E and want a change uh? Love you, my dear!