Sometimes..

Sometime I just dont feel like replying! Cause I will be caught in the anxiousness, can't wait for ur reply yet doubting that u will reply.

Keep telling myself that I should not look forward to ur msg and that there's nth for me to look forward for.

I can survive and fight back this urge again just like the other 3 times I did.

But childhoodie just reminded me that planting negative thoughts and assuming that things are gg in a particular way isn't the right way and attitude towards Love.

Where did my boldness went to?

I guess my low self esteem has once step in and decide to interfere again.


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