Courage

It's so funny seeing myself reacting so differently.

Do u guys react like that too?

When he's just a friend to u, you don't even care he reply u or not. What's the content and words he uses in his msges. When u somehow have some special feelings for him, u start to notice his every lil things. Like if he's online on what's app why didnt he reply your msg, or why is he taking sucha long time to reply ur text or even go and analyse the words he used in certain msges.

Girls r just so funny! Really wonder does a guy react the same way as girls? Hmmm...

Well, guess i really shouldnt make myself think so much into it and just take it normally..

I believe it's just the way i care for him. As a big brother.. Nth much!!!

It'll all be back to normal soon. Time!

But still, i will wanna text him and after texting, i will worry if he thinks im too irritating..

Hard to understand.. Really super hard!!!