MP - KOG ``
Im totally lost can? im not as good as pple think i am. My emotions break down easily. whenever i feel lyk uttering vulgarities, i cant. whenever my didi shouted or talk back at me, i cant do anythingy.
i don't intend to blog unhappy stuff lyk this derhs. just at the pressing of hp button, every mood changed.
happily reading pple's blog, laughing lyk mad to myself, he throws his temper at me. yes me. whatever nonsense larhs. im trying my very best not to get agitated and controls my temper, not letting it upset or blew someone elses' day up ardy.
But, why it seems more and even more problems coming my way, testing my patients and stuffs. my closes girlfriends will know how impatient i was. and ya, WAS. im changing. trying all tt i could to change myself into a better me so tt i'll be the one meeting other pple needs, brighten up their lifes but not pple meeting my needs.
i was impacted and reminded by what peien wrote at "Grafitti" cafe ytd, while we were kinda slacking dere after shopping till almost drop.
" MP-KOG" know what it means?
its actually " MARKETPLACE - KINGDOM OF GOD " !
yea. thou its just sth not really tt "impactful" or sth normal, but somehow, dunno why, it brings alot of "scenario" to my heart. Why heart? cause i feel it but not just saw it or imagine it.
cant really type out what or how im feeling or had feel for tt very moment.
it just, magically give me the passion and, and eagerness? to win souls and make it come true. tt feeling tt i always wanted to have since.
Weird but dint know just a word, it give me such a powerful meaning to it.
yea. we'll all gonna make it come true. thks peien for writing. heehees.
this is how werid and still just weird i am. i can be frowning and sad but smiling now after typing it out. wahhs. amazing yea? LAME-D. ha. calling it a proof? i need to let things out instead of keeping it, get bloated up with worries and explode then die? (*sounds familiar yea?*) ha. (:
so don't find me "fan" if i talk to you too much bout my thingy and stuff nehs. i choose pple to share with derhs. feel bless if you're one. keekees.(no larhs. just joking) but if i really choose to share with you, tt means, you're one who i can really put my trust on derhs. don't feel pathetic okays? lols.
shall continue nxt time....
my tutu bro talk so much again ardy.. haiis.
Im totally lost can? im not as good as pple think i am. My emotions break down easily. whenever i feel lyk uttering vulgarities, i cant. whenever my didi shouted or talk back at me, i cant do anythingy.
i don't intend to blog unhappy stuff lyk this derhs. just at the pressing of hp button, every mood changed.
happily reading pple's blog, laughing lyk mad to myself, he throws his temper at me. yes me. whatever nonsense larhs. im trying my very best not to get agitated and controls my temper, not letting it upset or blew someone elses' day up ardy.
But, why it seems more and even more problems coming my way, testing my patients and stuffs. my closes girlfriends will know how impatient i was. and ya, WAS. im changing. trying all tt i could to change myself into a better me so tt i'll be the one meeting other pple needs, brighten up their lifes but not pple meeting my needs.
i was impacted and reminded by what peien wrote at "Grafitti" cafe ytd, while we were kinda slacking dere after shopping till almost drop.
" MP-KOG" know what it means?
its actually " MARKETPLACE - KINGDOM OF GOD " !
yea. thou its just sth not really tt "impactful" or sth normal, but somehow, dunno why, it brings alot of "scenario" to my heart. Why heart? cause i feel it but not just saw it or imagine it.
cant really type out what or how im feeling or had feel for tt very moment.
it just, magically give me the passion and, and eagerness? to win souls and make it come true. tt feeling tt i always wanted to have since.
Weird but dint know just a word, it give me such a powerful meaning to it.
yea. we'll all gonna make it come true. thks peien for writing. heehees.
this is how werid and still just weird i am. i can be frowning and sad but smiling now after typing it out. wahhs. amazing yea? LAME-D. ha. calling it a proof? i need to let things out instead of keeping it, get bloated up with worries and explode then die? (*sounds familiar yea?*) ha. (:
so don't find me "fan" if i talk to you too much bout my thingy and stuff nehs. i choose pple to share with derhs. feel bless if you're one. keekees.(no larhs. just joking) but if i really choose to share with you, tt means, you're one who i can really put my trust on derhs. don't feel pathetic okays? lols.
shall continue nxt time....
my tutu bro talk so much again ardy.. haiis.
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