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Stress! vocab test tmr and i still have yet to memories finish.(first test since sch started.) LOLS. Lazy me):

school started for abt almost 4 weeks. been dropping from excellence to lyk dunno whatsoeva now. Not my grades of cause, but my attitude. more and more lazy, more and more hack care. i wanna do well in sch. i wanna be a light tt shines in my school for Jesus. i wanna impact pple lifes. I wanna win souls. But, im kinda starting to dun really have faith in myself. im abit too over till i neglected God. Till i forget tt HE is the main purpose im working towards. im tired. i hated it this way. where as, actually my physical body enjoys it but my inner spirit feels dead and frosty.

But no matter wad i'd to find a way out. i cant carry on lyk this. it will oni draws me further and further away from God! awww. I DUN WAN IT!! Dun wanna loss You. dun wanna be driften away from you. But who's gonna help and guide? im scared, approaching ):

HE WHO IS GREATER IS IN ME, IS IN THE WORLD. SATAN HAS NO AUTHORITY OVER MY SOUL! SO SHOO AND GO FAR FAR AWAY.....