Passion; thks ``

I found back my passion for fashion designing or im just interested in the life in Laselle?

i keep failing my own words and i hated it in tt sense, i put alot of pple to disapointment): i once said im on for Fashion designing and cause of stress and lotsa time and effort needed, i backed out. now i have the urged in doin Fashion again. The vision tt keeps running pass my brainny.

My art teacher wasnt pissed by me. yet she encourages me. Told her tt im scared to carry on. im scare of the failure.

im scare tt my future will be crash just because of my lazyness.

AGRHH...

(A conversation w her after Art just now)

cause im grumbling here and dere,

she asked me: "Are you a disciple of Jesus?'(knowing im a christian) As a child of christ, we live to be more lyk jesus, isnt it? Jesus aint lazy. (she pat my shoulder and smile saying) Sophia, you can do it! shine lyk the stars be a living testimony so you can win your cliques of sister over. prove to dem tt you're a good finisher. dun care wad pple might says. focus on your dream. done me proud by doin well, so tt i can share your testimony to all my other students. its not too late starting now. it will be though, but perservere and pray. i believe you can one arrhs. Lazy is not gonna help. Jesus wun help lazy pple too.

i was lyk so shock! but im blessed by her words. it gaves me determination to perservere on. It was lyk so divine. first time hearing a teacher saying all this to me. Encourage me thou im lyk the worst student she'd ever taught. *ooppss. ought to do some reflection! LOLS.

I really thks god for her. she may be strict, may be losing patient in me sometimes, but she nvr give up hopes on me. keep believing tt i can do it. Thks mdm Loy. i dun dare to give promises. im scare tt i'll let you down again. but i will work hard in everythingy tt im doin and give it my best shot. let the results pay me off(:

Thank You God! i wanna sHine lyk Stars nvr before, Fufilling my tasks as a lil Saint (: